Monday, March 3, 2014
痛心
這兩個多星期有很多事發生........
豬豬生病....
雖然簡單來說是感冒，
但當同期生病的舍友們大部份已康復，
她仍未完全痊癒我很擔心！
家變....
我的二家逐漸走向家不成家的地步，
從前的團結現在變了一盆散沙，
心中定為務實的人很多都變了，
擘大眼講大話的大有人在，
上下已見不到齊心，
還好像將會演變成權力的鬥爭！
有人使奸計、有人被暗刺，
很難分得出誰是好人、誰是壞人！
只感到身處中間兩面不是人！
求神....
我只不過是一個好單純的人，
只想去一個可以讓我心境平靜安寧的地方，
只希望見到令我開懷的人，
但這點點好像慢慢地遠離我，
使我感到像一個無主孤魂，
我無能，
一切希望寄託惟有交與神！
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So, 權力的鬥爭 is now in 二家 too. I guess it's deemed to happen wherever you are. I hope this is just a phase and that things will be back to "normal" after a while. You have no choice but to just treat it and see it with 平常心 and also to believe that everything happens for a reason. That's what I try to do whenever I feel upset about things going on at my workplace .....
ReplyDeleteHope that ChuChu will get better soon.
Whenever you feel depressed and hopeless at a certain place, you can easily quit and search another suitable place to go and stay. We can't. It is the only place where my Chu Chu can obtain full tendance, I suppose. We can just stay to watch and maybe to be made use of, you know. It is a great annoyance and harassment to me.
ReplyDeleteYou know how it's a phase?
DeleteOften times, personnel will change, situation will change. So, there's hope. For example, at my workplace, ever since this "earthquake" and change of the top management of this department a couple of years ago, there were changes, of course. To me, it was change for the better. Then lately, there's further change .... now, that's still an unknown .... whether it's change for the better or worse? Don't know. So, whether it's good or bad situation, it just won't stay unchanged forever.
I am, at this moment, very confused and in a mess. I have to face changes from time to time. I can't see a better change these recent years. I am feeling very very unhappy as I have been loving this home and the people there.
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