Saturday, November 15, 2014

低落




日子一天一天的過去,

每天乖乖地吃藥,

同時已接受了兩次針灸。

發覺到的只是左邊眼蓋可以慢慢地合上,

但仍然沒法斬,

還有甚麼明顯的進展我無法說出來。


不禁擔心憂慮我會否能夠還原本來的面目,

我以後可否笑面迎人?



當別人有健康及精神上的問題時,

我好努力勸他們要有耐心,

慢慢一切會迎刃而解。

現在輪到自己了,

也常常勉勵自己不要心急,

但總是不能走出那框框,

停留在牛角尖裡亂撞亂碰而令到心中佈滿傷痕,

天真的何太忍!!



天啊!

我的而且確不知怎樣才可找回我的信心?





2 comments:

  1. Please be patient, it's going to take maybe a month or so. I read online that this happened to 宫恩娜 too and she's now fully recovered. When are you going to see the doctor again?

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    1. 官恩娜 is such a young lady and so she can recover more easily. I can never compare with her in any way. She has a doctor boyfriend who will soon be her husband. She is always being taken good care of.

      I saw the doctor a couple of days ago after finishing the medicine for 10 days. I was given Tribion Tablets this time as well as Propranolol Tablets, taken only when having feelings of nervousness and anxiety.
      Will go to see the doctor again next month.

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