現時的我
處於逆境中和適應期:
不願收埋自己就要設法克服怎樣對外才自覺好過,
對於信任得過的朋友我會對他們坦白講,
對於另一類人士我會敷衍略過。
有一點點害怕在公共場合說話和吃喝,
很想躲避別人的眼光。
不希望脫離群眾和社會,
就要讓自己企出來,
但願能夠像平日的生活節奏一般過。
人生的第一次:
昨天接受第一輪針灸,
事前和進行中都處於極度恐懼,
無論穿多少衣服身體都不能控制地抖震出來,
非常感謝那位醫師從旁安撫讓我比較好過,
驚了大半天三十分鐘後搞掂o左,
有何功效暫時我都未清楚。
勸我接受這種療程的人士近99%,
每位都說比單靠吃藥快好多,
感無助惟有選擇聽從,
希望這是事實無誤啊!
別人當然給了我很鼓舞的幫助,
但始終一切都要靠自己了。
不停地叫自己要有百分百信心,
保持心境開朗,
接觸多些可令到自己開心的人和事,
其他便要靠個天和神啊!
PS:近日擔心的事情實太多,
祈求豬豬的感冒早日康復過來啊!!
Good that you eventually tried acupuncture. Did it hurt?
ReplyDeleteHope that you and ChuChu will get well very soon.
My feeling was like this...Some ants were biting the surface of my face when the pins piercing through my skin, actually not very deep in. As it was the first time, electricity was not used but instead a light let that part keeping warm. The pins stayed for about 20 mins. It was finished when the pins were pulled out. I could see very tiny dots which disappeared very soon.
ReplyDeleteSince my face was not as bad-looking as I thought, I went to visit Chu Chu. She was coughing with sputum. Heartily pray that she would get well soon.