Sunday, November 16, 2014



與細寶或真正的好友一起的時候,

可能暫且拋開擔憂和煩惱稍稍舒解心中的鬱結,

當回到家中一人獨處時所有思想都回到腦海中,

不停地轉、轉、轉!


在人前扮成一片樂觀派,

內心真的感覺無人知,

目的都是希望大家一起時開開心心時間容易過罷了!


在家很難做得到同樣的事,

擔憂、緊張、徬徨與無助的感覺一齊來,

搞到頭都痛到乸住,

不知點算!




正確來講現在我是一個雙面人,

在人面前有說有笑,

雖然表情不能在面上表現,

但仍可靠我的聲線。

在家中總是愁眉不展,

想笑不能笑,

亦無甚麼真的令我笑!










2 comments:

  1. I know it's not easy. If you want to tell 細寶 how you truly feel, I think it's OK. Well, of course, as a mother, you don't want her to worry more than she does already. I don't know what to say to you to make you feel better. All I can do is to tell you to be patient and give it some time as illness like this indeed takes time to go away.

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